so fast we have reach end of the month le.

monday went to bugis find bobo and carina at EIII. missed working with them. had fun. but time pass so fast. meeting sis @ woodland, causeway point. i miss her very much.:) bus-ed home at 7 plus.

wed didnt went school. go NSC for review. so happy dun need go back anymore. suddenly see NSC change alot. and i missed that place. although travel there very sian but somehow is a place that save me. bus-ed down to far east plaza.

keep thinking of the past. no longer depends on makeup when going out. see that i've change over this 1 year plus. sometings say is no body will noe how i feel at the period of time. haiis. was used to be very ugly, have problematic skin, pimple and acne, even some close frens of yours saying things sarcastic. now no longer will happen anymore. without him saying things so sarcastic and some frens disencourage me to join beauty therapy at that tym, there wont be today de me at all. although now we are still frens but thinking back hurts me alot. when i first graduated from building drafting, i was thinking to join either poly or beauty therapy. giving up poly was silly but was afaid of rejected from beauty therapy. cos beauty therapy had to go thru interview all that. even the criteria say that ''must have good skin complexion''. tot there's no hope for me. did not apply for poly and see that already closed. doing all the form things for the course was lyk sian, didnt bring photo and some documents oso didnt bring lorrs. saw my frens and they told me'' aiya i think you give up for the beauty therapy course larrhs, they want good skin complexion lehs. dun waste time''. was lyk very very sad. but have to be brave, didnt cried. went to the interview and see all who apply was lyk ''wahhh so pretty and good skin complexion''. even told my sis that i think i wont get into this course on the way to college. but luckily i got in. was very happy. few days after sch open, facial practical lesson start. was the model and need to remove makeup, skin sensitive, not used to the school products, face was very red due to products reaction. no makeup and walking around the college everyone was seeing you, staring and staring. dunno want take my face hide where sia. after few months got the appt to go NSC and apply cream all day. hard work didnt go to the drain. less den 1 month, better alot.

anyway gotta thanks to all these ppl and the first guy i lyk. encourage me to take poly instead of beauty therapy. and thanks that he say alot things sarcastic in front of me and is inside mrt.. saying wanted to meet all the pretty girls and all that. is lyk 10 knife stab inside my heart. the worst feeling in my life. everyone in the train was lyk keep staring me and the guy i lyk say all this. think no body will noe that feeling.

happy that everything is over le:) mc for the day and slack at home.

thurs had my haircut by ms chua. rush-ed down to work. as i was very very late. 230pm work 320pm reach. tiring day.

today slo and hcl theory test. slo got full marks. but hcl haven mark. lunch at cafe 1. home sweet home.

will be very busy next 2 weeks before CNY. sian. work everyday after school as they need me work. next off day is CNY eve.