Feeling so upset after reading his blog. just found out his blog only and start reading non-stop. wanted to stop but my mind jes cant. All his words, his sms, sweet talks are all FAKE!!! seems to be so real to me. haiis. after all i'm not a good gf to him in the past. the fun and laughters slowly vanish and fade away. i cant compare to her at all. no matter how much efforts i put in oso no use. how much feeling you cant feel any of it.

haiishhs...